Friday, August 26, 2011

LIFE

Its been a while. I should probably start writing more often but heck I really don't think anyone reads it haha. Life has been pretty...interesting. It is not where I thought I would be rite now but here I am. It all changed back in May at womens when I bombed or more better lost my spot on the world team. After womens I came home and put all my lifting stuff away in my closet and never wanted to touch it again. It was one of the most frustrating and hardest things that has happened to me in a long time. Who would have known the one thing that got me through the most would make my life hard haha. Crazy rite?!
This summer I entered the weight room like 2 times and only once did I actually do a work out. Pretty sad huh? It really is. But I just couldn't get myself back in there. I was to hurt and upset, and heck I still am. But I gotta get back in there and start training because womens 2012 Boise, ID I am going to go show everyone that I can lift. I know I can lift and I know what I can do. I think I just need that closer that I will not be leaving the sport bombing.
I do want to wish all my team mates luck this next week. Tomorrow my coach Rayborn and another team mate will be leaving to Canada to go compete at the 2011 World Championships. And I am not going to lie this has been one hell of a hard week for me knowing that I won't be going with. It is hard. I hate it. I have been dreading this week and next since I walked off that platform with those red lights. But I have to be strong and get through it. I have be strong mentally for once, not just physically. I want to give a special good luck wish to my good friend Jesse Norris. I have been going to competition after competition with this kid since my junior year of high school. He is a OUTSTANDING lifter and can push through anything that comes to him. It will be hard not being able to go run up and give him that giant hug after his last deadlift this year but I will just have to hug my computer or something. Love the kid to death and he deserves this more than anyone I know. He is a amazing lifter who works his butt off everyday to get to where he is. As far as everyone else on the world team GOOD LUCK! Leave it on the platform and show those other countries what the USA is made of. =) I will be watching. And to my coach. I couldn't wish for anything more but to be there with you. You are a amazing coach who has helped me and the other kids on the team get to where we are today. Bring home some world champions!
And that is just a little bit of my life rite now.
-Kenzie